th-unspoken words..

2 weeks more, i'm setting off to genting (:
going up e mountain on : 13july-17july (5day-4nights)
it's my first time sitting on double decker coach
& also staying over at "highlands hotel"
heard it's much more spacious&nice.

me and dearest are quite excited over tis trip.
at least we get-out-of-here.
and after this trip, gonna find a job 2settle down :)

awaiting for all my online-stuffs to arrive
1. lingerie
2. red bikini
3. black dress
4. grey&gold lens
5. eye shimmering (light blue&green)
6. cutie-fashion 5items

it seems so long. i hate to wait.. seriously, i don't haf patiences at all. hahas.. and i'm so afraid that if i'm out from sg ; the items ._.?? also duno how.. cus, mostly of it ; will arrive either on the 1st wk of july or 2nd week..

2 days more to our " 1 yr anniversary" :) time pass so fast.. it's like i haf just known him ytd. lols.. going 2 the zoo this tues..

life has been quite "sians" , saving up money for our lil trip.
hope everything goes smoothly.

your just like a tattoo,
i always have u .

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

7:16 PM

wearing the tear-brown lens today (:
mr low say my face become abit
"more rounder" sighs~
( issit due to e fcup cookies)?
heard from pple, not only bust bcum bigger
so as the body too ):
or maybe, i really fat ler..

feeling so e-m-o-t-i-o-n-a-l
just had a tiff with my mum& (cb sister)
i hate pple who " jiang de dao- zhuo bu dao"
wad a pack of lies and excuses
enough of ur nonsense.
SHUT-UP!

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

9:46 PM

i have just close down "www.desire-dream.blogspot.com"
firstly, i would like to thank those who supported me :)
although, i know it's quite pity..
cus i spend lots of time doing e blog :(
now i know doing a business aint easy at all..
some customers really screw-up
no money still ask us to pay half for them first.
worst situation.. she order 4boxes.. the end i call her..
her hp off.. so today both of us decided to close down& refund the money to those who had paid. hahas, felt quite relieve after closing e spree.. this few days i haf been busying spamming..replying e-mails, sms-ing those who are interested.till i fall quite sick :( anyway it's a gd experience 4me and darlinq.until now, i still go back to desire blog to see tags. hahas..although we're no longer selling "fcup cookies" but we do supply.
appreciated some who're interested to take-over us :D

* it's our first time doing online-business tgt, both of us haf put in effort already (:
and there's nth to be upset abt.. cus, we experience&learn from it.

alrights, so after we went down to transfer back the money to those who has paid.. i finally could do my online shopping. hahahs, so i bought another lens from chipchip-lens@bs.com.
immediately i ask darlinq 2 go down transfer. i prefer faster pay up, so won't so troublesome. lols.. and also order from jocee friend- a geo gold lens (:

finally i received the lens.. i bought last mth (: whees.. so happy. cus i waited so long ._.
i like the heart-shape prints on the lens :D but, i feel so weird.. cus i have not been wearing lenses for abt 1mth+.. hahas.. genting trip most probably 2wks later.. but not confirm yet (: update soon!

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

10:37 PM

i felt so much relieve now, after paying all my online stuffs =)
at least no more outstanding debts; only awaiting for my items.
pass few days~ met up with jocee accompany her to dye her hair.
she look so much better with her highlight hair now.

this picture make me felt so old beside her; and she's wearing e top
me and dearest bought for her. hahas.. went to have our lunch at mos
and window shopping.. a black top caught my eyes, i so wish to get it.
but, it's a gd thing tat sis pull me out from the shop.
so i could save and not indulge myself to spend more. hahas~
i wish i could smile with a nice set of teeth too.
but, still need wait till next yr, so i could remove my braces ._.

i'm starting to like my curls now, although it's quite dry =/
collected my second box of "f cup cookie" with jocee
and i could say choco flavour is much more better. hahs~

just order another lens again :)

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

10:08 PM

i felt so inferior
duno how to describe my mood now

suppose to dye my hair to brown today;
but, need to "bleach" and this causes so much prob..
so i just perm my hair, it looks so much beta than the
previous time; i did digital perm at "reds" was so omg
quite satisfied with e results today
but only it's abit dry.. not use to seeing curls on-me. ha..
well, just change a new hair-style;
or else.. everytime e same old style also will sians ._.
darlinq cut his hair ytd too,
and i felt his so much more beta looking
than before... at least now, his frige never cover his eyes' not so messy :)
i feel he has a tweetie bird head too.. hahas.

pictures:

before i end..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCEE :)

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

9:37 PM

i love this dress =)
just told jay-din to change my order to this ;x

actually i like this dress too, but it's quite revealing at e back.
i tink it will be quite hard 2 wear out too; cus my figure also not tat "great" ._.
even if so, mr.low is going to kill me! hahas. (better be safe)
his quite piss off, when i told him i confirm the black dress above. lols~

i haf been spending quite alot on online shopping
for e pass few days- i really need to control. last friday headed to jocee hse to slack, we order mac and catch up with one-another :) bought for her a pressie shared by me and dearest. sis gonna turn 2o this coming tues~

girls chat always lead to those make-up, clothes, etc
i just could not control myself, i purchase another 5items .
http://tw.user.bid.yahoo.com/tw/show/auctions?userID=cutie_fashion&u=:cutie_fashion
hahas,temptation!

darlinq mood was quite bad for the pass few days :(
i just feel quite diff. cheer up baby.

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

11:15 PM

just collected from Rachel my F cup cookies
from bishan mrt to bukit bedok mrt station.
the trip was not tat boring, bcus i got my dearest to accompany me.
thanks sweet :)

was suppose to meet another girl - jesslyn for my shimmering eye-liner at t.merah.. but fk she suddenly say she can't meet up; cus her another customer bluff her ._. so wad has it got to do with me right? have already plan properly last nite.. den i'm on the train half way to t.merah. she should have told me; she will be at woodland for another transaction with tat girl; so make it easy i could just go over and meet her; in the end; from jurong east 1 end till another.. screwed.
i hate irresponsible dealers ._.

i have been doing alot of online shopping this pass few days; and i'm starting to be so hook-on-it
tmlo, i'm going to meet another girl to collect my stuffs at city-hall..' and just only, i pre-order some stuffs.. ' hoodie, lingerie, another box of choco flavour f-cup cookies; masks ;) 1 thing good about online is' can shop while i'm at home' but another bad thing is to WAIT ._. urghhs. i still have to wait for another 1wk for my lens to arrive =/

i wish to work; but lazy to find jobs :x " enjoy ourselves first; still got so many years for us to slog like mad." muhahas, this wad i always tell myself; no $.$ just don't buy so much stuffs lor; got money den buy~ lols.. but, soon i also will be nag to go find work.. boooo

should i dye my hair to brown again' or just stay to black
kinda of confused ._.

happy having u in my life

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

10:58 PM

cab down to cineleisure ytd with darlinq; lunch at Hip diner USA.
ordered 1 set of Grill BBQ Chicken- mint oreo shakes delux and a strawberry lemonade.
i dun like cine; bcus i felt tat there are not much things to see ._.

i'm feeling so low now. bcus of my stupid menses =/
went to my dental appointment today, and next wk i have to go back again..
due to my below teeth. urghhs* went 2 watched e movie '' KongFu panda''
it's quite a funny show. saw till ' samantha & bingx2 ' headed to chomp together.
don't have much appetite; even i saw those food dat i love to eat. period really sucks :(
I HATE SAT AND SUNDAY. i don't wish 2 go home early; but he insist i must go home rest. o fuggly. nth much 2 update, super moody..

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

9:19 PM

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