Sunday, September 6, 2009

holdin on'

last wed had lunch with zhi wei & met cousin roy @ the Cathay watched e movie ( house of the left ) we headed to bq around 5+ .. roy say his 1st time so early go pub! ate duck rice in chamber.. terry join us at 6+ and went back at 8 to get another helmet for me.. cus, we're meeting his frens at east coast.. got to know his fren " serchin & wei jie ".. ate chicken wings/ stingray + sugarcane :) walked to the jetty & chatted with them * till 2am he ride me home.. had a tiff with bf that day.. cus his sick * & he said "i'm no where to be found " ._. i'm sorry! went over his house for the pass 3 days to look after him; friday- we went td2 with ck.. open a bottle of martell; left over ! baby face is like tomato! hah ;x & i hate his officer !! always giving him so much trouble~ got MC still have to report back camp on sat (9pm) to show him.. lucky his mum called that " lao-ah pek " & till this morning 8am he booked in :( he bought me to town ytd; & sadly the shop he wanted to buy for me is "CLOSED" disappointing la =/ i believe wad u say " u will make it up 4 me " am i right? :) aftermath, we went to find his fren "brueno" at bq.. zw treat me 1 jug of beer ! left to park-lane for lan game & cab back home! thanks for buying food up to my house x3 when i'm not feeling well * i really do hope u can celebrate my actual b'day with me ! but i know this not up to u to choose.. it's okay! i just hope u can book out this friday!
i miss u :'(

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

And I'm hanging on to the words you say
i'm waiting for u

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

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