cramps finally tmlo u're able to book out :( this few days without u, we are almost quarreling everyday over "little" things.. which is not necessary at all.. & my mood was so bad; i can't stand ( holding on the phone, but ur not speaking) it does really piss me off.. my menses was early 1wk =/ and my stomach hurts so badly that i need to eat the pill again :'( will be celebrating my 21st b'day this 12sept; & my own actual birthday which is on the 16sept- i guess he is not able to book out! but is okay, jocee gonna count down with me! perhaps, i'm going to pub!! hah, drink drank drunkwhich i'm not supposed to; cus ,  i got to take care of myself when he is not ard with me.. this what i promised him (: gonna help melvin to work for his company in the mid sept ( admin) pay & working hours not bad, shell try it out.. & i wan to book my basic theory.. hopefully to get my driving license next yr?! thou, i somehow prefer being ride out, den a driver! ha, but still learning is not a bad thing ;) i'm only afraid of "parking" .. gonna watch the movie " final destination" with bf, melvin&shan this saturday..
 
 ( feel like drinking this weekend again) ._.
 
 i hate to quarrel i hate to see u being so upset at times
 i hate the feeling when ur not by my side
 
 
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