over soon
it's been long seens i update.. recently there's alot of things happened.. after 1yr 9mths.. we end our relationship on 9th april... there's no reason, just mebe a break would be better for us to give us time to sort out things & wad we do really want.. from the day i left you; i do really feel "opened" at least i don't need to hide anymore.. i'm free to go whatever i want, or whom i want to meet.. yes, i do feel hurt but i dun wish to express it out, i wish to be strong.. but, i can't :( don't feel like staying at home & think of those unhappy things.. i'm keeping myself occupied, hanging out with "eileen, ck, terence & zac dota-ing, l4d, Le-Bar, pub, boat quay, k box, movies etc.. frankly speaking; i dint push all the blame to u, cus i'm also @ fault.. i should not have lie to u that i went boat quay.. but u should not have log in my msn acc & calling my frens. "trust" we both failed to have.. wad's the point holding on? (to Jh ): i wish u all the best & i know time will heal everything u will get to find ur nice girl soon * no matter wad life still goes on~ i will also t.c of myself (: i know it's tough & hurtful but still.. get over it soon.. thanks for the happy-moments tgt & the treats.. lastly: i would like to say thanks to those who concern abt me & accompany me thru morning. (eileen, ck & zac) appreciate.. lovess !!
( photos with eileen ) @ pub mr guo :) he does resemble sec classmate "gary" went to pierce my inner-lobe today @ parkway.. photo soon! thou, it hurts more than tongue i guess.. chomp with terence & eileen.. hahs.. lazy to update.. sleeeepppyyy.
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