updated
feel like changing blog skin, but i'm lazy :( there's so much things i wish to say but, i'm a lost of words when i'm right here blogging :( yesterday, i heard this "bastard" saying my bad stuffs to eileen.. he dun have the rights to say me, when he fucking duno me @ all.. it's kinda of irritating to have a "friend" like him who lies and his character simply sucks to the core.. 1 word to describe him -childish- i dun wish to bother much about him, neither he own me any explanation abt his "AGE" to me it does not matter anymore :D [ make sure he keep his mouth shut, 1 more time i heard from him regarding about my stuffs, i won't give face] can't imagine his someone who loves to twist and turn story, u want everyone to believe wad u say, come FACE-TO-FACE talk.. dun need behind people back say and ask eileen to hide from us.. or are u afraid that u're the one who lose out in the end ?! hahs.. seriously, such person ought to be taught a lesson in order for him to grow up!! enuf of this stupid fucker.. not worth writing a long composition about him.. or angry over this matter.. i rather keep my mood happy now!! :)
okay, photo's time :
    cookies given by "jocee" :)
 there's alot of photos but i tink i gonna put a slide-show in my blog..
i think it would be better :)
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this how i feel and wish to say:
i have decided to give a chance to terence.. thou i still have doubts in him.. or mebe i need some time to believe ._. i know this sentence might causes ur heart to sank but sorry baby :( i dun wish to hide and deceive myself.. i do have feelings for u, i feel happy being with u * but, i'm still thinking abt the boat quay "stuffs" u know wad am i referring about.. i duno issit the real "u" or u might just take me as "her".. sighs.. or mebe the problem lies with me.. i'm scare to hurt you! that's why i dare not think too far ahead.. i'm someone who plans for today but not tomorrow,cus u will never know wad will happen.. it's unpredictable.. time can make me judge things clearer.. i duno how long we might be tgt.. but still i treasure each and everyday (: contented is enuf *
time spend with u at "east coast" cycling together, heart-to-heart talk on the beach & ur shoulder u lend me to cry on.. it's been long seens i last sweat so much :D 20 pcs of nuggerts is unbelievable that u could finish all of it :x back to the first day when i first saw u at pub.. we dint talk to each-another.. only chit-chatted over the phone, u were so shy :) u lied to me about ur age too, but u're brave to have show me ur ic.. at least u dun have the intention to continue to lie, if not x_x (speechless).. thou, we duno each another for long, but time will prove everything?! yea?
starting to miss u when u're in camp :( i'm afraid of loneliness* but still i appreciate u took MC for me & those sweet-messages u sent me each day to "brighten up my life" thanks baby.. oh ya, and i like the way how u wore to bugis.. (matured) :D and it looks nice on u..
p.s: but pls dun suddenly when eating that time, give me the smile of "tsk tsk" u understand rite?
hahahs :x opps!
i did facial and massage @ mary chia today, shirley told me that my muscles are stiff due to stress..& i do feel pain when she press it :( urghs, i'm gonna become "ah-ma" soon liao... bought their MU-sun block.. :) baby acc me to bugis to replenish my FANCL supplements & we dine at uncle kitchen.. still like their chicken wing fried rice+ bubble tea :) aftermaths, we went to mustafa " bought -GUCCI ENVY ME perfume " thanks to jocee,actually i never been there before.. but that night after east coast.. we've supper @ punggol nasi-lemak.. lesnar drove us there,midnight shopping till 3am.. their perfumes are cheaper abit * den those retail? i guess so? hahs.. this few days, i bought "clips, 3 boxes of contact-lens, clothes, 2 pair of sandals & i pierced 6 holes, we went to band singer at plaza sing but duno located @ where.., we need to climb the stairs till exhausted.. we drank "sex on the beach" tgt with jocee and chee-kuan, baby and tat fucker..
baby,i'm sorry regarding about "joshua" :( i dint know things would happen that way.. he drove me to chill at liquid kitchen.. 1 jug of beer & on the rock "martell" i was nearly ._. i learn how to reject.. urghs, dun wish to elaborate more* as long u and i know it ourselves :) life now is so "freedom" cus baby is understanding :D but, of cus at times u may say "NO" i will listen.. movies& pepper-lunch with ck.. he bought me to NANA last week.. hmms, it's really not a place for girls. but, i do love their environment.. but, i will go with bf if there is another chance or so.. water day is horrible, i was shot by those guys @ there & felt so cold on the way back home ._.
ytd went over to bf house, while i was going back at around 11+ his place there rain damn heavy... even the umbrella also slanted,cus the wind was damn strong.. & both of us got wet.. baby was sweet to have go back home to take his jacket for me :) unfortunately, his soak wet.. i'm sorry.. i guess i was giggling when we're out at the road-side, cus it's damn funny!! hahahs..
gosh, this my longest entry...
hahs, baby was thinking in camp now wtf am i writing.. take so long..
actually, there's still alot to blog about.. but, i gonna stop here!! cus, i got smthg more impt to do.
ciaos! lastly a pic of without-make-up.. =/
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