th-unspoken words..

i'm back to bloq :)
time pass so fast and it's gonna be 2oo8.
let miie re-cap wad i haf been doinq for e pass few daes.
hmms. ok i shell start wib my contact lens .__. darlinq; accompany mie to get my lens; i dint ask e person to teach miie; cus i'm nervous.. n if e person really teach mie; i guess.. he/she will b damn piss off by miie. hahs. serious,even darlinq oso pekceks.. cus' firstly i'm scare to touch my own eyeballs' secondly; it's my first try.. and can't imagine i'm scare of puttinq in e fcukin lens; compare to piercinq n body arts' lens are e most easiers to put it in n not pain at all' and i'm hell scare! wth,i even drop tears; and my bf even luff at mie :( c'mon,i cant take it oud lorhs' and i'm so impatient.. T.T lmao. bud; once i took oud e lens,i felt so shuanq:) muhahas..

i stay over with him dat nite; and darlinq bought mie to eat durians.' and it's awesome.. actually i shd haf video down how he open e durians. cus; it's quite hilarious,he jus can't fang guo those small parts inside~ his a ; durian MONSTER !! ii saw darlinq angry face; when he keep kp miie. sae i hum ji when i can't take oud my lens .. bud; duno why when i saw his face,i'll jus burst out luffinq :D ni zhen de shi yi ge da sha gua luhs- lols. anw; i jus love him ("v")

finally we went to sch last fridae; when we reach e lecturer theatre,our classmates are goinq for their break .__. we miss our attendance,cus heard from frens sae dat tis teacher is strict,and he mark our attendance by callinq oud our names,cnt be half an hr late; or else he will mark as absent. kaos.. hais.. sians le,haf to jolly-well go sch. duhs.. screw-ed it. imagine,my journey to sch; nd at least 1hr + den tt dae go sch,suay ka cb' go in class look look; den we went off.. tt's nerd -.-

i wana get more colour lens; when i've master takinq it out; fast and easy. hahs.
and oso; i wana get my hair fix.. i haf consider dye-inq it black :D
while waitinq for him to dota finish; i heard tis sonq.
tat i've been findinq for a lonq time.
so darlinq help mie to ask from tis malay guy; and i found it :)) hehes.
tis sonq ish jus so relacinq and smooth.

sometimes,i'm wonderinq whether a guy who truly loves a girl.
will shed tears for her.
if; it's my bf.. i tink he wont? or probably yes?
this question comes to my mind;while i'm blogginq.

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

9:19 PM

while waitinq for e panadol to take effect; i went to GUCCI website :)

wad i owaes wanted shoulder bags.
i owaes prefer white strips.
cus; it's much more easier to match clothes :)
mebe; i shd really start findinq a job.
e price really strikes miie off -.-ll
o someone pls slash moi throat

wristlet with interlocking G charm
i like tis too :)

(coin pouch)

while browsinq thru e web-site i saw moi gucci wallet;
lols. i tink tt wallet design caught moi attention only.
others i don really fancy. duhs -___-

urghs. i got swollen eyes tudae-
without ani eye-liner on. moi eyes damn fk-inq small.
i really nd lot of rest.

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

11:10 PM

i'm feelinq so weak now :[

jia-linq send miie e pics:

tis pic moi hair fk-inq nerd. cus`it's damn hot -.-

while browsinq thru moi pics.
i saw tis pink x'mas tree' taken last yr. it's so pretty :)
wad i wish for tis x'mas gift..
hmms. secret` hahas.

tat's all i guess.
i shell stop here. nort feelinq well.
jus ate panadols. gonna get some rest.
ciaos.

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

10:45 PM

pictures on x'mas eve

watch-ed the warlords again wib darlinq; cus it's free.. however i tink e show ok luhs.. i still racinq; and their gurls are pretty hot. hahas; darlinq and mie exchanqe our pressies at eileen house :) i love e gifts u bought for miie dear- thanks so much.. i dint expect all ish mine; it's my first time receivinq so much stuffs from my dearest. hahs..

what i love most; ish e foto-frame - so sweet :)
SK necklace ' and plenty of candies n lollipops;
can eat for next few months.. hahas; ii jus love everythinq u gave me.
and i hope u like; e burberry perfume i bought for u :D

we're supposed to b headinq down to vivo to meet frens; in d end.. we went to amk-hub anderson ice-cream; hahas.

their choco-foudue:
and PETTY darlinq get jealous. boo.. aftermaths; we headed to pub..' slack-ed; and chit-chatted..' we gort free gifts; such as.. party poppers,balloons etc n one bottle of snow spray.. eileen was beinq spray till v jialat; no idea; why suddenly everyone aim her; includinq those outsider guys. lmao! bud; it's quite fun luhs:)

ii was totally drunk' cus i kept drinkinq like nobody business.
even; eileen oso thut wad happen-ed to mie. lols.
darlinq; was worried abt mie; cus my face and body was hot.
i kept sayinq eileen was drunk' in-fact i'm tokinq nonsense luhs.
ii lie on his shoulders; n ahem... i shan't sae here. cus it's private. hahs.
on e wae back home; once we get oud of e cab;
ii threw oud .__. e feelinq ish terrible.
eileen; went to my hse to stay.. ii vomit-ed 3 times.
and my head ish spinninq; bloodshot eyes :(
after my bathe; ii lie on e bed; and few mins ltr; i fall asleep.

wakinq up; wib a terrible headache; urghhs. i've no idea why i drank so much -.-

darlinq and his frens :)

on the wae goinq pub; miie n eileen met till tis taxi driver.. his super funnie can. and most hilarious thinq is " his 18siao " lmao! cus,he told us dat darlinq; ahsiao & bearbear seems v familar; it's like he saw dem before at lor.18. den i sae yarhs.' n he crap wib us. askinq us to rmb his face; so when we saw him; den mus call him. muhahas.!

(PISS OFF)
kaos; darlinq left his hp on e cab tudae :( k'nnpcb. cursed dat person who took e hp; fcuker. make sure his/her hp oso kanna stolen or misplaced somewhere..
what a dae.. duhs!! !@#$%^&

gosh; i've been blogginq tis for 2hrs. i'm fuckin hell tired..
i need to get sufficent sleeps n gonna cut down less food:(
i felt dat i'm gettinq fatter. omfg..!! NONONO.
anw; MERRY X'MAS TO EVERYONE :))
prefer those; funnie shows .___. and so we watched e redline - a nice movie; all abt car

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

1:39 AM

the weather tis few daes keep raininq. duhs; thou last time i owaes lurve rainy daes`especially at nite; when slpinq. woots :D bud; i hate it when i wana get oud of moi hse; as i don like to take umbrella.. cus' it's like so extra -.- lols.. darlinq; came n fetch miie.. n we went to katonq for laksa; i kept sneezinq n moi throat hurts.. no idea why am ii owaes fallinq sick :(

i came across tis pet shop. kaos~ their dogs all so cutee can- moi fav golden retreiver :) morever; they're nort cage up`walkinq like nobody business` omfg.. how i wish all e dogs r own-ed by MIE. muhahas :x dogs are men best fren. hmms not exactly. shd be dogs are MY best fren :D lols.. i'm so addict-ed to animals. cus they're simply too ke-ai luhs.

i did smthq bad tudae` lols.. eclipse sweet o.o hmms.. it's been so lonq seens i last ***** ..
bud; i tink it's kinda of fun :x o whatever shyts.

i nd to get some make-up stuffs.
i wana re-paint moi nails :)

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

10:32 PM

went to jia linq chalet yesterdae~ it's been like sho lonq seens i last saw her` her face slim down so much; envies :]
still rmb; how we get to noe each another..
inside pcss toilet; lols,our little secret :x
it's a lonq story.

HAPPIE B'DAE DEAR FRIEND
thou it's nort ur actual dae`bud STAY HAPPIE :D

more pics at her camara` more to updates; watch tis space :]

ii like e stinq-ray thou it's spicy` jialinq cousin was a nice guy.
got him = no worries cfm got food eat` don nd ownself penq-gan. lols
darlinq; cheat-ed moi seven bucks` poker-card kills :x
plae e uno-stacko- i tink i spell wronq.
i last touch; e whole thinq topple down. duhs -__- unlucky miie. boo.

---------------------------------------------
i'm feelinq so sick now :[
terrible headache; YET alone.
teary eyes.
i'm really tired;
enuf of quarrels.
nort understandinq? carinq? concern? love?
my fault? lol.

i started to haf phobia in marriage.
i don believe in " forever "
thinqs are unpredictable.

我要快乐我要能睡的安稳..
有些人不抱了才温暖离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的

tues; class test - yet i haben even start revisinq. bcus' i don haf e book =/ i tink it's mouldinq inside e locker. duhs.

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

7:29 PM

UPDATES:

it's been like a week seens i last updated duhs -.- cus i'm super ultra tired.. let miie recap wad i've done tis week.

i was shocked to receive tis on last fri.. while ii was at home.. a woman knock on moi hse door.. i thut was a sales person; so don intend to open e door. den she sae" sonq hua derh" den ii was like stunned` den she ask miie to qian shou` n sign to collect e flowers. was totally stunn-ed` was wonderinq whether tis lady issit send wronq; den saw e card; it stated" get well soon darlinq" from jin hua. o.o it's like nort ani special dae nor anniversary.' den for nth i received tis roses n bear. bud; ths darlinq.. i like it olot :] tis really cheer miie up. plus e combination of e colours. it's v pretty.. cus` purple and pink ish moi fav colour. hehs..

aftermaths; he bought miie to jack place for dinner; i thut go near by places to eat nia` i wear shorts n slippers. lmao -__-ll
he ate` seafood in a basket.. ii like e sotonq ball :x hahas..
moi mushroom spagetti gone missinq.cus e lady forgot to write down. lols
e end..we gif it a miss; cus we're damn full.
n we had our desserts :]

movies spree again- we watch-ed :
muay thai [m18] - i shell rate it 3 peanuts upon 5 it's about boxinq; dint watch till d end; cus both of us` nd to go to e loo badly :x
Beowulf [NC16] - anq mo show.. hmms;quite interestinq; 3cheesy bites for tis movie.
Doremon- LOL' it's about dino. nice show :] sad thinq ish we dint watch till d end agains. cus he nd to meet his god-mum. urhs. 4popcorns i shell gif :)
we pei her to sengkanq.' n dat dae was` so suay.. moi stomach hurts till i drop tears. n ths darlinq for e "pills" thou i don like -.- cus,i don like to rely on it. sarks badly. booo. i'm so emo for e pass few daes :[

darlinq; i'm gald to haf euu by my side :] n ths for endurinq moi fk up attitude. i noe it's hard on eu.. i noe moiself well` it's hard to cheer mie up.. especially when i'm damn moodless.

<<<<<<<------- cut alonq tis line ---------- >>>>>>>

shoppinq.
bought 2 pair of heels.
blusher
5 nail polish
eye tape
esprit top
smthq - can't reveal oud
wanted to get e butterfly mascara; bud sold oud. duhs.`bud i've oreadi order it :D

missinq m)phosis white jacket :[ i misplaced it outside _l_
wanted to buy back` bud; no more lerhs -___-

darlinq; bought miie to geylanq to eat dim sum. its nice :D
BUT. e beside stall was super BAD. thou their menu seems nice; HELL NO!
take a look at this' we wanted. tou ya` d end they serve us tis -.-

wad's this? it taste ok. bud tis nort we wanted.
tou ya become- duno wad tis call luhs. moi chinese bad. lmao..

one plate of fried rice- cost 8bucks if nort wronq. n guess wad; their ingredients only egg. wtf.. n it's so damn OMFG. n their bbq chicken stick was so damn hell salty. no idea wad their chef ish doinq.. darlinq; was so piss off` n our appetite was spoilt n e whole meal cost him 2obucks+ n it does not even seems e price l0rhs. we rather go ah senq thr' order lots of food still worth sia. tis jus fcukinq sux. DON EVER GO THR EAT. u'll REGRET!

went to meet cousin jocee to collect from her e famous amos cookies :D wheees;

moii teeth hurts; went to dental tudae =/ chanqe moi braces colour to blue. lols..

fast updates-
moi memory poor sia' i can't recap much thinqs n i'm so tired updatinq such a lonq entry.
tmlo will be goinq to ahlinqmei chalet.
mum bdae cominq up
class test on 27nov` n fkinq hell; sch reopen till now i haben even go once. hahs.
ii wana learn make-up course. sighs.

n lastly- xBabyGerz- ish back in audi. i chanqe moi nick :]
grats; darlinq to lvl 41. - master ' thou U'RE A BUGGER. hahahas.
ur nick and bl shocked miie :p

i noe u're readinq tis bloq now ; so cnt post ani baddie thinqs abt u :x muhahahs.
still ; i appreciate wad u've done n toleratinq moi attitude <3
i'm yawninq now ; i don wan blogq liao larhs.
gd nite :D

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

12:07 AM

ii try curlinq my hair tudae ((:
somehow; i felt quite weird. mebe straight hair still suit miie best? lols.

curls :D

which is better? straight hair?

eileen; snap tis pic while i'm helpinq him do mask. he sibei ai-mei sia :x do 2 masks .___.
finally tis afternoon; i gort time to do my nails. simply like red-colour now.. and tudae i wear machiam all red. includinq my shoes.' and fingernails. hahahs. econ exam tmlo; and yet i've not
even open moi books. urghhhs

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

11:21 PM

feelinq sick :(
see doc tudae; cus it's unbearable.
dr lu; sae my condition ish bad; due to stress.lack of sleeps and not drinkinq enuf of water.
he gave miie some pills to take; which ii hate.. cus,i dun like to swollow ): urghhs.
feelinq giddy; and tired; i'm not havinq proper meals for e pass few daes. no idea why.bud; jus don feel like eatinq .__.

thanks darlinq; for e food euu bought for miie; thou i ate quite little. hmms.
and..sorry for beinq sucha attitude freak tis afternoon.
tis sonq for u dearest :D

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

12:52 AM

went to bugis wib darlinq tudae(:
bought : one pair of red cover shoes and a red jacket. i'm so in love wib red colour now :D
and of cus; i went to buy e strawberri marshmellows from MUJI.. it's not very sweet; n e fillinq inside ish nice. tried e lemon mellows too. not bad:) my second try takinq taxi on peak hrs. it's super bloody hell ex.. kaos T.T and i tink it's quite lame; dat i U-turn back to find darlinq agains' cus ard 9+ he send mie home n i tink it's super early~

and so..
our conversation on sms.

miie- ii sho early go home; i v sians ehs.. oso nth to do.
him- miie oso leis. i wish u to pei miie,bud scare u bored ><
miie-hmms,u wan me u turn back n find u mars?
him- ok lor
miie- .____. lols. okays; n moi taxi fare $7+ from amk to amk. wtf

and of cus. got take mid-nite cab go back` bud; darlinq clever. go wave e black taxi.. lmao- cus haben up price yet. muhahahs. and so.. i save.. yeahs~ stupid lor,duno why go increase e metre. haben hop in e cab oreadii; fear liaos. booohoo. bud; still- i'm takinq taxi :x
damn tired tis few daes; my dark circles and pimples poppinq oud. urrrgggghhhs -.-

darlinq arhs. ur dota sibei pro hors. bud; i audi zut u leis.. thou i'm NOT so pro till never miss luhs.. BUT; i still win u leis. MUHAHAHS. are u mad seeinq tis? lalalas. i wana squeezed ur A cup :xx

replies to - joline : sorries,i was nort in msn when u msg mie tis noon. anw; YA luhs.. cabfare damn ex now lorh..' bud; sometimes.. jus can't live without taxi's(: if traffic jam= DIE. lmao!

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

12:43 AM

darlinq; order tis ferrero rocher wib sweet pink roses`and deliver it to my house for apologies.. and so.. i forgive him(: not bcus of e roses.. money can't buy everythinq as i said :D

tis flowers somehow resemble e previous month roses. prolly` it's bcus of e packaginq; i jus like purple combine wib pink. cus' it's my favourite colour(: anw; thanks darlinq..' it's lovely. bud. promise mie not to waste such money agains or on other thinq else.. it's only ur temper and ur attitude .__. hahs,woke up damn early;tudae for sch.. exams!! thou i noe sure fail -.- chit-chated wib eileen awhile; abt extentions,gucci and lastly our outinq.. lols. and i took a cab to find darlinqq; and tudae~ the taxi fare offically increase by 2ocents per 38okm' peak hrs 35%.. o fuck.. and i can simply sae it's quite chor * if traffic jam = G.G.. duhs.. bud; actually, it does not bother us much.' cus we noe~ we can't live without taxi's lahs.. headed to meet eileen; cus she sprain till her legq ytd`while in chalet..it's damn lame,we took a taxi from serangoon ave 4 to central. kaos` imagine it's fk-inq hell near..den e taxi fare was $2.8o..hahahs.. had our lunch; and accompany her to see doctor.. and now her legq kana bandage;. went to her house' slack-ed.. order mac. ahsiao; came at nite to meet darlinq.. headed home. super exhausted =/ x'mas is cominq.. ani ideas whr to celebrate? urghhs.

-darlinq : i haf oreadi created a multiply for euu.. so u could comment or taqq miie(: BUT.. pls don write stupid and silly thinqs inside hurs. love ya <3>

thinqs i wana get : contact lens:) slippers. red jacket. my cleanser. foundation. urghhs. $.$ i bought a bio-essence milk cleanser for e time-beinq. hope it's good~ lols.

因为太爱你,所以会掉眼泪

11:44 PM

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